1. BE YOUR FREEDOM

I don't wanna take you home

but I don't wanna be alone

I don't wanna lose my mind

But I got nothin' left to find

 

I'm all outta feelin'

 

I don't wanna be a slave

But I don't have a soul to save

I don't wanna make you cry

But I don't wanna live or die

 

I'm all outta feelin'

 

I don't wanna be your hope

I wanna be your freedom

 

I don't want the life I lead

But I don't have a knife to bleed

I don't wanna know myself

So maybe just tonight you'll make me someone else

2. MEDICATE

look at me, Iím happy as can be

medicate is the way

itís the way Iíll make it through another day

an end to my confusion, but it takes away the best of me

and in my medís delusion, Iím not even really happy

medicate! medicate!

I donít really care if it makes me feel numb,

it makes me feel dumb,

just make me look like I am having fun

wanna be just like, so happy

medicate is the way

itís the way to make the sad face gone today

an end to my confusion, but it takes away the best of me

and in my medís delusion, Iím not even really happy

medicate! medicate!

an end to my confusion, but it takes away the best of me

a chemical illusion that Iím in too far to see, so

medicate! medicate!

 3. COMING AROUND

it's been so long I know, though sometimes I pretend cuz it hasn't really been that long since then

it's been so wrong I know, though I didn't intend to be

another song I know, that I'll have to defend cuz it doesn't make sense, and it probably won't end

but it doesn't make sense, and it never does end for me, but it's comin' around...

 

it's comin' around once again, it is...

 

this one-on-one long ride, 'til you're empty inside never sounded so good, never sounded alive

cuz the sound when I drowned, hit resound as it ground out the me

still I can't deny, that the moment I fly when the taste of a breath pulls the death out of I

is the why that defies all the whys that my eyes really see, still it's comin' around...

 

I've tried to stop my heart from beating cuz I weaken when I hear the sound

I know it's comin' around

4. YOU

Hi, yeah me, not much, okay

Nothing new, just called to say

Something I meant...it's not important

 

No, all's well, it's no big deal

Just well, but, um, how I feel

Or something like that...and how's the weather

 

You know that it's true, but still I've got to say

 

Today was fine, yeah, how 'bout yours

Yeah, well, no, but there's this story

That I heard...I forgot every word

 

No, nothing, what's up with you

Nervous me? No, I've been too

Tired to think straight...but it just couldn't wait

 

You know that it's true, but still I've got to say

 

Tonight was, um, yeah, it was fun

Yeah, well, no, but, I'm not done

There's more to say...forget it, okay

 

But before we say goodbye

Let me give it one more try

If it's not too late...I hope it's worth the wait

 

You know that it's true, I think of

You know that it's true, but still I've got to say too

 

I don't mind if we just waste time and the sun don't shine

I just wanna be with you

I don't care if we go nowhere and the world ain't fair

I just wanna be with you

5. OUTTA MY HEAD

The lights are coming on I'm fading fast

The night before is just a moment past

I tried so hard to make the moment last

But the spin is starting and I think I'm gonna crash

 

Feel the pain coming 'round, no relief to be found

See the walls crashing down

Gotta hold 'em up till I can change my luck

And I'm feeling like my soul's just been hit by a truck

 

I think I'm gonna need a little remedy

I'm begging down on my hands and knees

Please take me outta my head

 

Today's much darker than the day before

And I find that time makes my mind sore

So I think I'm gonna need just a little more

To take me outta my head

 

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide my need

Nobody here to hear nobody plead

No way to stop, no way to make me see

And there's no time to crave, no time to stave the bleed

6. HEY STONER!

I'd never buy it though I heard it's for sale, one time I tried it but I didn't really inhale,

once in a blue moon, if the mood is just right, special occasions, like when the day turns into night

 

Hey Stoner! smokin' a doob,

Hey Stoner! watchin' the tube,

Hey Stoner! eatin' my food,

Hey Stoner! callin' me dude

 

I only smoke it late at night when I'm stressed, just on the rough days when I feel a little anxious,

sometimes on weekends if my friends are in town, you see, I don't smoke that much, especially when it's not around

 

Hey Stoner! watchin' cartoons,

Hey Stoner! suckin' balloons,

Hey Stoner! what'd you forget?

Hey Stoner! alright, gimme a hit

 

I'm not a stoner, I just like to get high, ain't like it ever takes control of my life,

I'm not a stoner, I just like to feel good, cuz being straight don't feel as good as it should

 

why is everybody on my case? why don't you get the hell outta my face,

givin' me shit, just leave me alone, you're freaking me out, now I NEED to get stoned,

I can't keep a thought straight, why am I always running late? now I can't even remember what it was, I forgot to say...

 

Hey Stoner! lost in your head,

Hey Stoner! eyes always red,

Hey Stoner! hiding your pain,

Hey Stoner! this is your brain...

7. CHEEK TO CHEEK

I hope that I donít make you feel uncomfortable

so Iíll apologize in advance

but Iíve been thinking about making you feel wonderful

ever since I saw you from the back

I wanna lick your ass

I wanna be cheek to cheek with you

I wanna lick your ass, lick your ass

maybe this is something youíre not used to

may I suggest another glass of wine

but this is something that I feel I have to do

ever since I saw you from behind

I wanna lick your ass

I wanna be cheek to cheek with you

I wanna lick your ass, lick your ass

please, on your knees

are you ready to be pleased

Ďcause Iíve been waiting, salivating

ever since Iíve seen...your ass

8. DON'T READ MY DIARY

everything is perfect in my perfect little world

I found everything Iíve wanted in this perfect little girl

but I heard a little story that youíre telling me is true

youíre telling me itís my fault, youíre telling me weíre through

Iím gonna take a step back, Iím gonna take a deep breath

and now that Iím relaxed Iím gonna rip your fuckiní throat out

Ďcause you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you fuck!

you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you...

everyone who knows you says youíre doing really well

at making sure the devil saves a place for you in hell

well, at least now Iím not sorry for the things I put you through

Ďcause youíre doing worse things to yourself than I could ever do

youíve got alot of nerve, but you got what you deserve

now stay the fuck away from me before I fucking kill you

Ďcause you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you fuck!

you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you...

fuckís the only word I think of when I think of you

Ďcause fuck turns out to be the only good thing that you do

you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you fuck!

now everything is fucked up in my fucked up little world

I canít believe I ever fucked that fucked up little girl

9. DOOP

hello, how've you been? It's been about a week or two & I guess I'm kinda sorry

it wasn't meant to hurt, I was only trying to have some fun, but I guess you didn't like it

so give me one more chance, it'll never ever happen again, I guess it won't happen,

 

but sometimes you need a little more to take the bore away

well, it was there, and I was too, and there was nothing left undone to do, so I had to...Doop

 

now I'm surprised to hear that you never want to see me again, cuz I think you kinda liked it

so just push past your fear, and we can try it all over again, and we'll try until you like it,

 

cuz once you get past the pain, you'll feel the love is real

well, it was there, and I was too, and there was nothing left undone to do, so I had to...Doop

10. ME & YOU & HER

something's missing in our life, I want you for my wife, I love you, too

still I can't help but think twice, though one on one is nice, it just won't do

 

throw away your dad's morality, your mom's conventionality, it's not for me

if it were me & you and you & her and her & me, we'd be so happy together

 

she could help you cook & clean and she'd know just what you mean, someone who listens

and as I snore away the night, she could always hold you tight, it's what we're missin'

 

because me & you and you & her and her & me, we'll be so happy together

 

nothing's missing in our lives, I've got you for my wives... I love you two

11. ALL OUTTA DOPE

my head's been hurtin' and it just won't seem to go away

I know for certain it'll be back today

ain't got no money, and my life's kinda lame

but that ain't the reason lately I've been going insane

 

I'm all outta dope---don't think I can cope, I'm all outta dope

don't think I can cope, it's really no joke, I'm all outta dope

 

I need some help cuz I don't think I'll last another day

I never felt without it I was o.k.

tried thinkin' drinkin' but it's just not the same

cuz a joint's the point I need to keep from going insane

 

I've got an empty bag, ain't even got no shwag

there's nothing left to scrape, I hope you can relate

could use a friend indeed, to share their friendly weed

I'd even settle for a bowl of seeds

12. A LITTLE F**KED UP

take a look at me is it what you see

or is it something, someone else but me instead?

tell me could it be the very sight of me

reminds you of that someone else inside your head?

everybodyís just a little fucked up

everybodyís got somethiní wrong with their head

everybodyís just a little fucked up

Iím fucked, youíre fucked, weíre all fucked up

take a look around, tell me what youíve found

is there someone, somewhere out there who is grounded?

or can it really be that everyoneís like me?

and nothiní comes out how it sounded,

the way you found it turned around, and

always changing never rearranging

never changing always rearranging

13. STONER GIRL

I've crossed the sea to "Gay Paris" where fashion is the sense

Thru Mexico where time goes slow, & things cost but few cents

In London Town where they wear frowns, and noses touch the sky

The U.S.A. I'm sad to say where it's what you can buy

 

I've had my fill of gimme girls who stress about their hair

High-maintenance chics with make-up thick & matching underwear

 

I need a Stoner Girl without a care, with faded Levi's & a braid in her hair

I need a Stoner Girl, a hippie chic, with less attitude & a whole lotta wit

 

I've seen the gams in Amsterdam, thru windows with red lights

Thru Dusseldorf where on the Wharf, they drink beer thru the night

My Switzerland where I made friends, but nothing more than that

In Italy they drink coffee and all where funny hats

 

I've had my fill of gimme girls who stress about their hair

High-maintenance chics with make-up thick & matching underwear

 

I need a Stoner Girl without a care, with faded Levi's & a braid in her hair

I need a Stoner Girl, a hippie chic, with less attitude & a whole lotta wit

I need a Stoner Girl, to ease my pain, a soft touch for my body, a big puff for my brain

I need a Stoner Girl, it's plain to see, with the world in her eyes & a sparkle for me

14. OUT OF TIME

Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time

remember the smiles we shared when you still thought smiles could not be there?
remember the dreams that tell Ďbout the days before, when we knew us well?

forgive all the whyís that break you, forgive all the lies that take you
forgive of yourself for sure Ďcause

Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time

forever is where we met though it seems too far of a where to get
forever is there I bet but you wonít see ours if you dare forget

forgive all the whyís that break you, forgive all the lies that take you
forgive of yourself for sure Ďcause

Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time

nothiní like youíve seen before, everything and even more
I know my way to there itís true but I canít take that step for you
all the light youíve never had but can you finish being sad?
youíll only know by letting go

Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time

nothiní like youíve seen before, everything and even more
I know my way to there itís true but I canít take that step for you
all the light youíve never had but are you finished being sad?
you only know by letting go........

whatís a life worth living for if you donít walk though every door?
all you need is what you have but still you never hear you laugh
everyone will leave itís true but is it worth not knowing who?
you only know by letting go.......

Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, I hope itís you I find
Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time, yes, I am out of time.