1. Donít Read My Diary

(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)

everything is perfect in my perfect little world

I found everything Iíve wanted in this perfect little girl

but I heard a little story that youíre telling me is true

youíre telling me itís my fault, youíre telling me weíre through

Iím gonna take a step back, Iím gonna take a deep breath

and now that Iím relaxed Iím gonna rip your fuckiní throat out

Ďcause you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you fuck!

you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you...

everyone who knows you says youíre doing really well

at making sure the devil saves a place for you in hell

well, at least now Iím not sorry for the things I put you through

Ďcause youíre doing worse things to yourself than I could ever do

youíve got alot of nerve, but you got what you deserve

now stay the fuck away from me before I fucking kill you

Ďcause you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you fuck!

you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you...

fuckís the only word I think of when I think of you

Ďcause fuck turns out to be the only good thing that you do

you fucked me, then you fucked up

& you fucked me up, you fuck! you fuck!

now everything is fucked up in my fucked up little world

I canít believe I ever fucked that fucked up little girl

 

2. Suggestion Box

(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Craig & Mark)

youíve got plans at hand to help myself

it could be alot of help

it could be somebody else

it could be the way to make it to the wealth

it could be best left to rest upon your shelf

Ďcause everytime I hear "you know what would be great"

I just have to turn my ear & say

I wouldnít wanna be anyone but me

I donít think of you so why donít you not think of me

every breath you waste I donít hear anyways

I donít think of you so why donít you not think of me

you know everyone to get me far

it could be another star

it could be a brand new car

it could be the way to bring me up to par

it could be I like things just the way they are

 

3. I Canít Stop

(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)

I think about you and I start to smile

that only lasts for a little while

I write a different ending in my mind

and watch that movie every day & night

I canít stop thinking about you, now that itís over

I see you smile and it makes me sad

how did I ever let it get so bad

I hear you laughing and it makes me cry

I wonder if you ever wonder why

I canít stop thinking about you, now that itís over

I donít know why I thought youíd care

I guess I always thought you would be there

but since I havenít changed a bit

I guess you wouldnít really give a...

 

4. Out of Time

(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Mark)


Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time

remember the smiles we shared when you still thought smiles could not be there?
remember the dreams that tell Ďbout the days before, when we knew us well?

forgive all the whyís that break you, forgive all the lies that take you
forgive of yourself for sure Ďcause

Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time

forever is where we met though it seems too far of a where to get
forever is there I bet but you wonít see ours if you dare forget

forgive all the whyís that break you, forgive all the lies that take you
forgive of yourself for sure Ďcause

Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time

nothiní like youíve seen before, everything and even more
I know my way to there itís true but I canít take that step for you
all the light youíve never had but can you finish being sad?
youíll only know by letting go

Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time

nothiní like youíve seen before, everything and even more
I know my way to there itís true but I canít take that step for you
all the light youíve never had but are you finished being sad?
you only know by letting go........

whatís a life worth living for if you donít walk though every door?
all you need is what you have but still you never hear you laugh
everyone will leave itís true but is it worth not knowing who?
you only know by letting go.......

Iím cominí back someday, I hope itís you I find
if I can find my way, I hope itís you I find
Ďcause now Iím out of time and I am out of time, yes, I am out of time.

 

5. Cheek to Cheek

(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)

I hope that I donít make you feel uncomfortable

so Iíll apologize in advance

but Iíve been thinking about making you feel wonderful

ever since I saw you from the back

I wanna lick your ass

I wanna be cheek to cheek with you

I wanna lick your ass, lick your ass

maybe this is something youíre not used to

may I suggest another glass of wine

but this is something that I feel I have to do

ever since I saw you from behind

I wanna lick your ass

I wanna be cheek to cheek with you

I wanna lick your ass, lick your ass

please, on your knees

are you ready to be pleased

Ďcause Iíve been waiting, salivating

ever since Iíve seen...your ass

 

6. Eggs

(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)

I wake in the morning and sheís ok

she goes to the kitchen & makes some eggs for me

she smiles when she tells me "have a nice day"

sheís sweet and sheís quiet,

& she donít have that much to say

Ďcause sheís the best girl in the world, but she is not my girl

she always is ready to have fun

she lets me roll over when I am done with her

she never needs me to "understand"

Ďcause she understands that I canít help Iím just a man

Ďcause sheís the best girl in the world, but she is not my girl

sheís the perfect girl for me, sheís the one I really need,

but she is not my girl

sheís the one Iím dreaming of, sheís the girl I really love,

but she is not my, she is not my girl

I walk through the front door and sheís alright

even though sheís been waiting half the night for me

she dishes my favorite...cookies and cream

but when I wake in the morning,

I find "the best girlís" just a dream

Ďcause sheís the best girl in the world, but she is not my girl

 

7. Medicate

(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Craig & Mark)

look at me, Iím happy as can be

medicate is the way

itís the way Iíll make it through another day

an end to my confusion, but it takes away the best of me

and in my medís delusion, Iím not even really happy

medicate! medicate!

I donít really care if it makes me feel numb,

it makes me feel dumb,

just make me look like I am having fun

wanna be just like, so happy

medicate is the way

itís the way to make the sad face gone today

an end to my confusion, but it takes away the best of me

and in my medís delusion, Iím not even really happy

medicate! medicate!

an end to my confusion, but it takes away the best of me

a chemical illusion that Iím in too far to see, so

medicate! medicate!

 

8. As Crazy As You Are

(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)

maybe think before you speak again

make sure your stories all make sense

do you even know what you just said?

I know youíre spinning around,

but I canít stop hanging around

as crazy as you are, I love the you you are

maybe next time try using your head

or just keep your mouth shut instead

do you even know what you just did?

I know youíre spinning around

but I canít help hanging around

as crazy as you are, I love the you you are

crazy...whatís going on in your mind?

crazy...freaking out all of the time

crazy...never met one who was not CRAZY

why do I hang around with you?

I must be crazier than you

as crazy as you are, I love the you you are

 

9. The Other Side of You

(music: Craig, lyrics: Mikey & Mark, melody: Mark & Craig)

Nothing left to say. Nothing left to do

Nothing left to bleed. Nothing left for you

Nothing left to share. Nothing left to miss

Nothing left to hold. Nothing left to kiss

Nothing left to forget. Nothing left to forgive

Nothing left to remember. Nothing left to live

Nothing left to pray. Nothing left above

Nothing left to like. Nothing left to love

Iím standing at the door to the other side of you

The pain is dripping slowly and itís all that I can do

Soon youíll be a memory a memory thatís through

Iím standing at the door to the other side of you

Nothing left to hide. Nothing left to hate

Nothing left to worry. Nothing left of fate

Nothing left to argue. Nothing left to fight

Nothing left to sparkle. Nothing left in sight

Nothing left to manage. Nothing left to defend

Nothing left to work. Nothing left to mend

Nothing left to savor. Nothing left to die

Nothing left to wonder. Nothing left to lie

Iíve opened up the door to the other side of you

The pain is less Ďcause I figured out that thereís nothing I can do

There is no fear Ďcause itís all clear and Iím seeing my way through

Iíve opened up the door to the other side of you

I got to see the other side open

The place that you been hiding from me

And even if you want me broken

I come to taste itís not the place I ever really wanted to be

Iíve walked on through the door to the other side of you

It feels so free to be like me and thereís nothing I can do

Now Iím stepping fast to get on past to the other side of through

Iíve closed that heavy door to the other side of you

 

10. I Couldnít Sleep At All

(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Craig & Mark)

for you I didnít yearn as I tossed & turned, staring at the ceiling

wondering how you were, oh wait, itís late

thatís not what I was meaning to say

it was just a bad day at my work & then some jerk that cut me off

my shirt still smells of you, itís 2:00, I have to cough...

I couldnít sleep at all last night, but itís not because of you

you were not in my head as I rolled in bed, staring at the ceiling

thinking how you were, oh wait, itís late

& hot and Iím not feeling too great

something that I ate, the flu, or thoughts of you escape

I think Iíve seen this show before & now itís 4:00 and Iím awake

I close my eyes, turn out the light, but I canít sleep a single night

Iíve counted sheep upon the wall, so many pills, Iíve tried them all

still thereís no peace within my bed as thoughts of you stay in my head

thereís nothing that I wouldnít do to sleep until the night is through

 

11. Take Me Away

(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Mark & Craig)

it was a day like any other day itís true
until that day became the day that I found you
there was a fear, a rush that hit me by surprise
a thousand years of us appeared within your eyes
the hours upon the line into the night were long
they brought me to a time when I would sing your song
and though the dreams you dreamed about us all were true
now all the dreams you dream about is without you

Take me away to the day that I found you
Bring me away from this day that is new
Take me away to the day that I found you
I want to stay there with you
we dared to share the things we shared with no one else
I often stared, like I was sharing with myself
I saw the fear upon a face I knew as strong
to disappear I knew a place, you came along
I saw the light about your smile, I saw you glow
and every night I drank in very, very slow
for knowing that this moment here was soon to go
by going back to being someone that you know

Take me away to the day that I found you
Bring me away from this day that is new
Take me away to the day that I found you
I want to stay there with you stay there with you

Itís not an act! Itís not a play!
Thereís nothing anyone can say
To rearrange this dream I miss
My being changed from just one kiss

Take me away to the day that I found you
Bring me away from this day that is new
Take me away to the day that I found you
I want to stay there with you

Take me away to the day that I found you
Bring me away from this day that is true
Take me away to the day that I found you
I want to stay there with you

I donít know knowing shows tomorrowís often sting
I just know knowing knows that sorrow often clings
still knowing no, while knowing you, Iíve known of we
as knowing goes, remember next time knowing me

 

13. Spinniní

(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Mark)

itís just a regular day in every regular way

and regularís how it always stays

so all the difference I see is just the difference in me

indifference is where Iíll always be

spinniní, yes Iím spinniní & I donít like whatís in front of me

spinniní fast & tryiní to pass the past behind, remind to be

spinniní, yes Iím spinniní & itís not a place I want of me

if I could just stop spinniní for a minute Iíd see what I see

it seems I spin all the time & when I spin I do find

I spin right by all my peace of mind

now spinniní never is fun, Ďcause spinniní makes me undone

donít know, will spinniní ever by spun?

spinniní, yes Iím spinniní & I donít like whatís in front of me

spinniní fast & tryiní to pass the past behind, remind to be

spinniní, yes Iím spinniní & itís not a place I want of me

if I could just stop spinniní for a minute Iíd see what I see

...itís just a regular day in every regular way

and regularís how it always stays...

 

14. You Must Be Smokiní Crack

(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)

you always said youíd never do it

but now doing it is all you ever do

you used to think it was the worst thing in the world

but now you just became one, too

if you still think I want you back

you must be smoking crack

if you still think I want you back

you really must be smoking crack

somebody told me that you think Iím all messed up

because Iím still in love with you

but when you do what youíve been doing

every thought you think you start to believe as true

if you still think I want you back

you must be smoking crack

if you still think I want you back

you really must be smoking crack

 

16. I Finally Hate You

(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)

youíve really done it this time

I really fear that Iím

getting attached to you

and all the hell you put me through...I do

because I never knew how much I really cared for you

til the day I started to hate you

was the day I knew that our love was true

the day I started to hate you

was the day I knew that

I would spend the rest of my life with you

I finally hate you, I do, I finally hate you

how did you do this to me

Ďcause I never wanted to be

in love with someone like you

and all the shitty things you do...to me